Why Me – Why My Child?

I often wonder, why?  I think a lot of parents, special needs or not, lay awake at night and ask, why?    Why, an adverb used when confusion is present.  We are brought up to find the purpose, the reason for the random event of this life.  We are driven to answer this simple question but sometimes;

Today I hate……..And that’s OK

Today is one of those days. It’s a day the ugly disorder sticks its head upĀ and reminds me that Mel does have Spina Bifida. She is different, disabled and ……. These days come and go as do the moments of life. Some days are better than others. I can describe it kind of like a